Yikes, I haven't written in here in forever! Really it's because nothing has changed - no spankings to look forward to.
It can be hard when my friends are all gearing up to go to something fun. It isn't even so much the spanking I miss, but just meeting up with my friends. Thankfully I have my sweet new dog (well he's not so new now at 7.5 months) to keep me entertained.
I'm going through one of my phases where spanking seems incredibly silly. I know it will pass. It does make it easier when the phase coincides with a major spanking event I'll be missing.
I find myself withdrawing from my spanking sites and Fetlife. I still go every day because I find if I don't it gets harder to go back as time passes as I just feel too removed from it all. I'm not paying much attention though and I really don't have much to contribute.
I'm still around though, just standing in the shadows and being a wallflower.
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4 comments:
I sometimes have a similar feeling when other people I know are going to events and parties. I've never had a chance to go to one, so even if I am getting more than my fair share of spanking in my daily life, I really crave that group atmosphere and social connection. There's just something special about being around like-minded folks, even if you aren't engaging in any play. Plus, our scene is full of awesome people.
I'm glad you have your puppy to keep you company. Super. Cute. Dog.
@Alex Yep, I count myself lucky in meeting really wonderful spanking friends. Honestly, it's so far for me to go anywhere that if the people I first met up with had turned out to be toads or trolls I'd definitely have stopped my foray right then and there. As it was, it took me several years to get up the courage to go to something. I'm glad I did though.
We'll miss you terribly this year, iggy! And I am glad to know you've been lurking around. It's so odd not seeing you.
sarah
I'm really disappointed, too, that I won't get to finally meet you this year. Maybe everyone can brainstorm and figure out how to get you to the states again soon.
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